Thursday, October 1, 2015

Fade Away

Hold me, I know I'm not well.
I just can't take the downfall.
You are not blameless, but please blame me
I can't learn unless I'm shamed.

I need to focus, to make you miss this
These lovely lessons about rejection
Are bound to happen with the ones you love.

I'm not your lover, I'm just a liar
We hit a crossroads and now I'm alone
I can't believe what you've disposed of


Rituals I keep that keep me insane
Hoping that habit will make something change
And you just beg for bullets in your brain
You can't forgive, so I won't back away.

I don't want to ever fade away.
I can't let you make me fade away.

You always go back to no talk
You confess that it was not love
You can't deny what was discussed
You can't deny all those moments

I need to focus, to make you miss this
These lovely lessons about rejection
Are bound to happen with the ones you love.

I'm not your lover, I'm just a liar
We hit a crossroads and now I'm alone
I can't believe what you've disposed of


Rituals I keep that keep me insane
Hoping that habit will make something change
And you just beg for bullets in your brain
You can't forgive, so I won't back away.

Fade away.