Misfortunate [lyrics]

So who am I to try

And give you sound advice?

I sleep alone behind

A guise of self sacrifice,

It’s just my luck.

Am I the one?

Who drives by your house

To relive coming home to you?

Am I the one?

That cut open the hand

With wounds I licked so lovingly?

I guess I am

Oh I know I am

I choose the wrong route

Black tie & noose

I choose the wrong route

Freudian values

I guess I am

I know I am

Am I the one?

Who can’t let go

Of all the scenes replayed that are too taboo to show?

Communal crimes,

Behind those penetrating eyes

Am I the one?

That picked my own role?

That volunteered to obfuscate at curtain call?

I guess I am

I know I am

I choose the wrong route

Black tie & noose

I choose the wrong route

Freudian values

I guess I am

I know I am

And now, I wait

For hope, for hate

I, don’t, care, no.

Suffer some more

More and more

Same choice and outcome

Guess that’s my luck