Forevermore

Sunlight blaring at me.
You cause me such anxiety.

Betwixt your two lying, lifeless eyes
Lies a mind full of lust,
No thoughts for tomorrow,
Nothing worries you at all.
The past is like a voluntary noose,
The future is just vapid hearsay.
So where are you now?

Where are you now?
Why are you now?
Why, are you now!

When will loneliness be over?
When will I want no more?
The same tired lines from these
Same tired hands,
How they tremble.

God has left me forever wanting,
Bile gleaming off of this coffin
You can never wipe it away.
I want forevermore.
I wish for the ability to change you.
Forevermore.