Wednesday, July 21, 2021

American Karma [lyrics]

Between the back and the forth
Where modernity roams
Between the ebb and the flow
Where morality goes

One day you’ll find yourself a
Contemporary lie
Dionysus abides, but your karma aligns
Can you tell me why it’s alright?

I don’t care, no
About your integrity
Or lack thereof:
The new American dream.
The universe tends to unfold
As it should

Sound the alarm:
This weekend horse rides on!
Marquis de Sade
Croons on about your date

One day you’ll find yourself a
Contemporary lie
Can you decide when hedonism dies?

I don’t care, no
About your integrity
Or lack thereof:
The new American dream.
The universe tends to unfold
As it should

Like a burning witch
Sets fire to the sky
Like a politician
Red handed and tried
Karma aligns

The universe is gonna unfold
Just like a glitter bomb smile

Good God, the horror
Of American karma
Good God, the horror
Of American karma

Enjoy

Apathy

It’s a melancholy feeling
When
Someone tells you they have
Fucked
Your previous lover
And you genuinely don’t
Have a reaction to it

When
You genuinely don’t care

It’s a melancholy feeling.

Misfortunate [lyrics]

So who am I to try
And give you sound advice?
I sleep alone behind
A guise of self sacrifice,
It’s just my luck.

Am I the one?
Who drives by your house
To relive coming home to you?
Am I the one?
That cut open the hand
With wounds I licked so lovingly?

I guess I am
Oh I know I am

I choose the wrong route
Black tie & noose
I choose the wrong route
Freudian values

I guess I am
I know I am

Am I the one?
Who can’t let go
Of all the scenes replayed that are too taboo to show?
Communal crimes,
Behind those penetrating eyes
Am I the one?
That picked my own role?
That volunteered to obfuscate at curtain call?

I guess I am
I know I am

I choose the wrong route
Black tie & noose
I choose the wrong route
Freudian values

I guess I am
I know I am

And now, I wait
For hope, for hate
I, don’t, care, no.

Suffer some more
More and more
Same choice and outcome
Guess that’s my luck

Responsible [lyrics]

The laws of attraction
Have permitted us here
It gives me permission
To speak without fear
I now come before you
With no sense of grace
My key is confidence, and
You’re mine without chase

No, I’m not wasted, I’ve just been feeling alone
All alone right now
I’ve gone and made it, a mess of myself and no,
I’m not sticking around

So I get up (I get up)
And I get out (I get out)
The twilight is my guide, I feel it
And I get in (I get in)
Just to let out (to let out)
Fate has matched us up, phI feel it

I was reluctant when I first came out tonight
But then I saw you and now every move is right
I’m not responsible for what I do this night
You got me feeling like a star, I’m burning bright

My mind is buzzing, I know just right words to say
Mind over this matter
I don’t want nothing, just your attention and say
We can’t move much faster

In The Reverse [lyrics]

Expiration dates are laying to waste
On every good thing we have
Under a hot hot beam of itching hot hot needs
Feeling good ain’t so bad

And I know you wanna kill me
But I’m just too clumsy
Stumbling into you to clutch
Everyday is just a way
To dig into the sultry
What I want is more than just love

I’m looking at labels
And getting an angle, okay?
Reversing the process
And seeing my options decay

Hold hands in the cemetery
Look back and feel new things awake
Gothic undertones are sharing
A new mistake

Of yours and mine

Casanova complex having its way
And it won’t seem to die
Having its hot hot say between your hot hot legs
Vice grip on a sharp lie

And I know you wanna be bad
With some good intentions
Close your eyes and open your mouth
Every time I hear you suffer
I can’t help but wonder
Why I keep on digging you out?

I’m looking at labels
And getting an angle, okay?
Reversing the process
And seeing my options decay

Hold hands in the cemetery
Look back and feel new things awake
Gothic undertones are sharing
A new mistake

Of yours and mine
They’re yours and mine
They’re ours
All ours

Feeling around for the bleak,
Taking lovebites together at the dark side of the moon,
We’ve come across our love language.
A dialect of derelicts,
A moan in an empty room.
Everything makes sense to me now,
Now that the tired songs of the lonely are live
When our tongues are braying over each song
And it finally hits your ear,
It’s going to sound like:

Toxins [lyrics]

And then I let loose of all senses,
The sweet smell of the sultry sweat,
Your Famous last words describe
Exactly how and just why,
I’m violently yours every night

And how, yeah.
Get out

Subconsciously surrendered,
This ain’t a fever dream,
I can’t let this enamor,
Resort to bloodletting.

Two times I’ve broke my own word:
Learn once and never more.
I can’t let this destroy me,
Take truths, keep pressing toward

My body’s heavy with the
Curses from yesteryear
Purge the poison, purge the poison
Alone, I deify you
Alone, you leave me here
Purge the poison, purge the poison

I want it out

Third time, I’m fiercely sober,
Eyes open wide again,
And with a thoughtful knife the
Self preservation begins

Cut! Down!
Love and lust drip to the floor
It’s the last call, last call
Of everything you’ve asked me for

My body’s heavy with the
Curses from yesteryear
Purge the poison, purge the poison
Alone, I deify you
Alone, you leave me here
Purge the poison, purge the poison

I want it out

It comes around again
Wont let it all back in

Oh no

Gnaw

I will die soon
And I hope that when I do

That you
Amongst everyone else
Knows why

Life is this
Life
Is


I feel like I was meant for something else
Did I fuck up?

Ugly

I’ve never felt more ugly
Inside and out
Than when I look at the man
You chose
Over me
To spend all of your time with

I am
Petty
I am small and frail
I want you to build me up
But,
But...
But.
What else can I say?

I am here for a reason.
I am this life because
I am this person because
I am these thoughts because
Who could love me?

Who can
Love
An evil
Person?

Am I evil?
I want to be put down
And surf away
Into sweet nothingness
And just feel
Memories

Memories of
Beauty

I love beauty
Why can’t obtain it
And make it mine?

An Overwhelming Cloud of Sadness

I just want his head
Bring me his head
Because his heart will for sure follow

I
Me
My sense of self
I didn’t want it to be this way

Party

So let’s dine together
Let’s enjoy each other’s company
You look amazing tonight
I want this all to end

I can’t process how it could be better than this
And maybe that’s my downfall
Because this is all I can understand
I blame my brain

I blame me
I’m so sorry
I don’t deserve this beauty